i don about others but every night i have weird conversations with myself before going to sleep. i donno who i talk, maybe its my inner voice my soul or whatever, but i do think that whole day i keep myself busy and occupied thats why this is the only time i listen to it. so out of many conversations this is one which i had today n i just couldnt sleep so thought of writing it..
ME: will collin mcrae win again (had just watched WRC rally)
Myself (MS) : hopefully. he's a smashin driver.
ME: hmmm
MS: seven things i wanna do
ME: i for sure wanna make my son an F1 driver if not a rally driver atleast
MS: wot if its a girl
ME: hmmm.. never thought of that..
MS: does that mean that u don want a girl
ME. hell no, not like tat, in today's world a girl has so many benefits. i vil b stress free if i get a girl
MS: say tat wen she gets her BF home
ME: shit yeah.
MS: forget it man. how many hours did u study today
ME hmm 3 in the morning 2 in the afternoon n 3 in the evening
MS: is it enough
ME: i don think so have 2 put in more
MS: really its stupidy u no, wen u had got Kt that time how commited u were to clear them n how much u had wished that when there is not a KT, u vil devote everything of urs
ME: donno why m lacking the motivation
MS: should put atleast 14 hours minimum
ME hmmm.. why does mom have to go during exams man
MS: as if she's gonna rite the paper for u
ME: there is less distraction atleast
MS: forget it, u should have seen her one last time
ME: huh
MS: u no wot m talkin about
ME: common it was an old thing n i didnt even think about all these years until she's gettin married now
MS: then y all the sudden u been thinkin about it so much
ME: nothing those crazy things i did during those days
MS: hell yeah
ME: man i used to have a huge crush that time, and i had never had the courage to walk up to her n say hi
MS: and like a dumbass walked up to her and said could u help me with the algebra problem
ME lol
( actuall she was a year older than me n wen i was in 10th she had already passed out, n when i used to sit by my window for studying, she used to pass by every evening by my window, n then i used to think how can i approach her, then it suddenty struck me lets ask her to help me in my algebra n wen i did it was the last of her i ever saw)
MS: totally lame man
ME yeah i no
MS: still didnt answer me
ME: ya i no i have a stable relationship n still m thinkin of someone else rite now is it wrong
MS: lol rite to those newspaper guys who publish stupid queries like this
ME common
MS: hmmm.. i don think it would have ever worked out
ME: yeah not my type
MS: standard guy answer
ME:chuck it
MS: waitnig to get out of jail eh
ME: u bet i am, just waiting for the day wen i will finally start working
MS: hold it dude still six months away
ME: i no but do u think i should fill up merchant navy forms
MS: tat was the reason u chose engg dude
ME: hmmm.. but m having second thoughts
MS: correct, she vil b lonely
Me: so its either a corporate or navy
MS: if neither then call centre zindabad
ME:yeah but i don wanna get into that kinda lifestyle
MS: u can work ur way up to the top
ME: hmm lets c
ME: excited about the new mobile man
MS: wait until she brings it dude
ME: yeah hopefully aunt buys me tat. i already have so many things to do with it
MS: raymond's damn funny man
ME: yeah , r u gonna let me sleep tonight
MS: as if m stopping u
ME then keep quite for some time
MS: yeah sure
ME: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, ,9 10, 11, 12, 13,
MS: u gonna watch lost tomorrow
ME: yeah y not its the final episode n i think i told u to keep quite
ME: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14
MS: will they show the monster
ME hopefully, shut up
ME: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7,......45, 46, 47
MS: tats not gonna work try something else
ME: ok, i vil count sheep
MS: try somethin new
ME: like wot
MS: count girls in bikini's
ME: hmmm lets c, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, ...56, 57
ME: not working man
MS: wot can i do then
ME: keep ur bloody mouth shut m not talkin to u
MS: get lost
ME: i wish
ME: i wish i was on an island, just me n my gf, no parents, no distractions nothing. pure intimacy. i wil start my own tribe, will eat fruits n drink coconut water, sleep in a cave on a bed of roses, have long walks on the beach , have a big bonfire in the nite,swim whenever i want to and zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
